Currently Listening Against Me! The Acoustic EP By Against Me! see related

I havn't posted on here in like six months. I was messing with my camera and i can't get the pictures to upload to my myspace because the file sizes are too big so i decided to try here. It worked sort of. The image is really distorted though. Oh well. No one is going to see it anyway. My geology class sucks and my spanish class is really hard so i have to try not to have a nervous breakdown like at least twice a day. Put work in with that mix and i'm pretty sure i'm on the verge. Not even half way through the semester and i'm already holding my breath for X-mas vacation.Then when it finally comes and goes i'll have to start driving to Denton every day. No end in sight....such is life.

I am a fool for thinking that there are any truly good people left in the world. If there were a few, they would be guys. No one is genuine. It's true what gilbert says. You have no allies. Everyone uses everyone for something, it's just a matter of finding out what it is. If someone is nice to you, they want something. Everything is self motivated. I could throw up.  It's all a farce.This will most likely be my last post.

Currently Playing The Moon & Antarctica By Modest Mouse see related

I wanna live in a city with no friends and family. I wanna look out the window of my color t.v. i wanna to remember to remember to forget you forgot me. i wanna look out the window of my color t.v.

What a weird week. I have never been falsely accused twice in the same hour before. i know i have a reputation for being rash but when i make a mistake, i fucking own up to it. This time, I did NOTHING. I simply showed up and had other peoples donkey poo dumped flung all over me. Now i have no choice but to grab a shovel and dig my own way out which will most likely come of nothing but more poo. This is what comes of letting your guard down. If you have a the feeling you shouldn't trust someone, there's most likely a reason.

We are not all that different. Our daily lives consist of many of the same things; work, school, relationships of different kinds. We all seek the same basic things; love, success in whatever form, happiness, And most of all  TO BE ABLE TO STOP AND JUST ENJOY LIFE. We are all on the same path to different places. Why do we trip each other? Isn't it complicated enough without all the meddling and slander? If we can live our lives without making it harder for anyone else to do the same, that is what we ought to do. I care for nothing but this. My goal now is not to change who i am but only to live simply. To make it from my bed in the morning, back there at night without flinging any unnecessary poo. Perhaps the laws of reciprocation will lend a hand.

 Last week the elderly couple that live directly accross the street from my parents had an ak-47 shot into their house. Today my mom got three death threats. Coincidence???

 I got lost in the moment

Ass holes like to test the limit.

Song stuck in head for three days now...slowly going crazy ....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!